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[22 Jun 2006|03:34pm] |
Shit, it's been awhile since Ive even bothered to post anything...Hmmm but here it goes anyways.
Schedule--because that's what Im supposed to do
homeroom-grunder
1 environmental science-callahan
2 semester 1:philosophy-semrad
semester 2:gym-collins
3 english 11 ap-shepherd
4 pre calculus aa-cantey
5 semester 1:health-mersch
semester 2:study hall (changing to sociology or world views 1)
6 art history-wilkinson
7 senior band-kruze
let's see if I have any classes with people...
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| Ok, lets sit back and watch the clouds float on by... |
[30 Jan 2006|05:20pm] |
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LJ
SUCKS
ALOT.
well only partly...and I dont even know why.
Oh, and another cool thing is that I might be getting my temps soon and learn how to drive on my sister's car if she comes home this summer and possibly when she comes back from her spring break [which is only a week..LAME] but still its something. Ughh I cant wait until I get my own car....
But as my dad says...things may happen faster than you imagine.
Pshh I wish. Things are moving so slow these days and [sorry Evan, but I HAVE to get this out of my system] I dont particularly like Ohio or Cincinnati, for that matter, because there's nothing to do anymore. Plus, I just need something else to do. Something different.
Basically 2 1/2 years left until I'm gone. And I absolutley can't wait. :-)
Well, I'm done and I probably wont even update anymore unless I get the sudden urge to say something and I have noone to say it to. But who knows...that might be tomorrow, but I highly doubt it.
♥
PS My weekend was pretty sweet...just in case you wanted to know.
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[06 Jan 2006|09:48pm] |
any memory of me that you can remember.
Please.
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| Are you in love? Well I'm in love. It's great to be in love! |
[02 Jan 2006|11:54pm] |
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I don't really know why I continue to update this thing. It's not like I have that much to say anymore or that anyone comments anymore. haha Well, let's see...New Year's has come and passed. It's my least favorite holiday because, well, it's not even a holiday. All you do is sit around eat junk food and get drunk and wait for a giant ball to drop. That's pretty much my life already. Plus, the ball drop is anticlimatic. But enough of that--I guess to be polite I should wish everyone a happy 2006 because it's the right thing to do.
Other things going on in my life: many musical discoveries, myspace addiction, enjoying my new computer, watching Gilmore Girls nonstop, started/finished Harry Potter, massive amounts of movies, shitty homework, making CDs, seeing the people I love, and just enjoying my winter break
Well, pretty much out of things to say and interest people with.
♥
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| amazing, marveling eyes, hoping for a dream-filled Christmas |
[06 Dec 2005|08:28pm] |
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Well, it's been a long time since I've updated but what can I say, I haven't had a lot of free time. Like ever. But I'm here now and there's really nothing to say about my life unless you have something specific you want to know .
Christmas is coming up!! That's really exciting because that means that school will be over, but I have to get through these 2 weeks first. *I hope I make it through*
Oh, yeah. I'm tutoring now. That's exciting, but I get payed so that a plus. I mean, I need to make money somehow. That reminds me, I have no idea what I'm going to get all these people for Christmas, it's absolutely crazy. But I'll figure it out some magical way. haha You know how I love magic. ;-)
That's it for now!
♥
PS Unobstructed View is my new favorite band!! Ummm...if only you knew. But, of course, you don't. :-P
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[11 Nov 2005|11:38pm] |
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togas, excursions in the woods, falling, making movies, exploding hoses, buckets of water, Baucis, godly music, Philemon, Juppiter, trees, Mercury, pizza, bloopers, tumors, Roman clothes, gigantic leaf piles, pounds of sheets, turbans, sleeping outside, filming, fake steep hills, safety pins, AFLAC, dirty feet, slamming doors, walking barefoot in the dirt
Today was pretty cool, if I may say so myself. Good times with the Latin project....
♥
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| I hope you know that you're the only thing important to me.... |
[07 Nov 2005|10:39pm] |
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if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
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| But my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles..... |
[19 Oct 2005|06:24pm] |
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Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you can still get to sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
And I can't hide that I relied on you
Like yellow does on blue
And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue
oh man. Marching Band is over in 8 days!! It's pure craziness, I tell you. Let me just say, I'm pretty excited for indoor band...well alot excited!!
Everything is going pretty good. Homecoming was awesome, but I should have brought someone....oh well, Emma was a great date! :-)
im spent.
♥ you
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| Now tell me mister, why are you so gosh darn emo? |
[12 Oct 2005|09:30pm] |
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Sugarcult-Pretty Girl |
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Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
ohhhh man. this has been a freaking awesome week!!!!
this past marching band competition was pretty tight...if you havent already heard.
I had my auditions today...but I'm not even going to go into that. bleghhh
I'm doing better in history than I thought!! :-)
I loooooove the feeling when I can just write 20 pages on one person....it's really amazing! ;-)
I really need to write my letter to claire, which will probably take forever....hahahaha
Homecoming is Saturday! I'm actually going....with friends. hahaha i wish I was taking someone else but whatever.
No football game friday which might equal some serious Northside chilling time with people. [heck yes!!]
♥♥♥♥♥♥
....you dont even know
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| Why does hello feel like goodbye? |
[22 Sep 2005|10:32pm] |
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im considering playing bass clarinet for indoor band....
[[just in case you wanted to know....]]
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| One time i got my cat high... |
[21 Sep 2005|08:15pm] |
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and here it goes...
the 20 facts about me. or atleast my sad attempt to get 20.
1. I play clarinet.
2. I can also play bass, even though i learned on acoustic guitar. hahaha
3. I did Tae Kwon Do for 3 1/2 years.
4. I'm only a temporary black belt...I quite before I got my black belt because im lazy and didnt want to write the 10 pg paper.
5. I can write pretty well with my left hand.
6. I have a 22, maybe 23, yr old half brother named Lars.
7. I'm officially a Walnut HIlls tutor in Latin I, II, or III, Pre-Algebra, and Algebra.
8. My room is now a greenish-blue color.
9. I have a freckle in my right eye.
10. I've had an xray on every part of my head.
11. My right ear has been cut open 3 or 4 times.
12. I need reading glasses.
13. I have a whole closet full of games!!
14. I hate tea.
15. My full name is Emily Michel Flowers.
16. I looooove the smell of paint.
17. My guilty pleasure band is Click Five...
18. I hate Mr.Meyers.
19. I have one fact left...
20. IM DONNE!!
wow..that was fun.
everything in my life is cool...marching band is pretty fun. I'm excited for the Wind Ensemble auditions and Honor Band. It bothers me that Josh thinks that the audition music is hard, or "annoying" as someone has told me, because he'll probably get in Wind Ensemble...ugh. I really hope he doesnt beat me or I might just have to beat him up because he couldnt even handle the Symphonic Band music from last year and his shit easy solos which he fucked up everytime!!
....but enough of that.
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it has NOT been my day....
arghhh.
im sorry about that fight...
that one fight
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| And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you.... |
[13 Sep 2005|06:14pm] |
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ooh man. i havent updated in awhile...sorry about that. unfortunately my computer was unplugged for a bit so my parentals could redue my room. i know, so much fun....but now my desk is in my hallway [aka par of my new room] and im now sleeping on the couch. yesss....
[but anyways...]
life has been ok. filled with lots and lots of hw and marching band. mb has been interesting....the show is pretty good. i cant wait for the closer though bc the drumline is freaking hawt in that song. hahaha ;-)
stayed home today bc i was extremely sick and i didnt get a chance to study for the stupid history test so my mom said i could stay home so i wouldnt fail.hahaha she has so much confidence in me even though i knew i would fail if i had to take that test. so all you people let me know what all happened today and especially tell me how afterschool practice was!! hah :-D
it really sucks that my mom thinks i should drop some of my APs and AAs bc im not getting alot of sleep which she thinks is whats making me so sick. but i really dont/cant drop any of them! that would be horrible. plus, im doing pretty well in all of my classes, so there really shouldnt be a problem. i think my moms just overly concerned about me but i guess thats a good thing...
maybe claires party on saturday...if i can get a fucking costume.
maybe BOA if i cant get go to claires party....but i would have to find a ride :-/
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| I'm back, bitches. |
[21 Aug 2005|08:21pm] |
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hmmm i havent updated in forever.
maybe because nothing interesting has been going on???
[...........]
yea thats it.
my life has consisted of home camp, the start of school :-/, and a vigorous mini camp. blegh. nothing spectacular except lunches with emma, zach, joe, nick, ben, matt, sam, maggie, and erin make my life! hahaha craazyy times guys. [sike??] i just ♥ staying after school on fridays when theres no football game. but whatevs because it was definately worth it bc of all the work we got done. first performance on FRIDAY!!! woooahhh thats crazy but im pretty damn excited. hahaha [me=loser]
school started. thats a bitch. i love seeing everyone [that i havent seen at band] again but still my summer was waaayyy too short. :-( ive been in school 4 days and im already extremely exhausted which is just lame. plus, with school i dont even have time to read HP6 [no im not one of the cool kids who already read it]
[[it would be fantastic if i could tell you how i feel,
if i had control of the way i fell for you]]
**write me something beautiful
write me something meaningful
write me something straight from your h e a r t**
.....stupid lj.
whatevs.
♥♥♥
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| I'm finally 15!! |
[26 Jul 2005|12:45am] |
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happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday
dear emmillyyy
happy birthday to me!
:-D ooohh yes. that was soo necessary.
ive finally caught up with everyone...except now theyre all gonna be turning 16!
ahhh..ooh well. i like being young. hahaha
nothing really ultraspecial i can do now that im 15..
but im halfway to getting my temps!!
haha how pathetic :-/
on a different note,,
i feel bad for the rookies/section leaders who will be outside all day in the hot hot sun marching
but in a way, i think its really funny! haha
last yr it was cloudy and not as hot so we were lucky
but i most definately cant wait to go back!!!
:-)
buuut....
i SHOULD be practicing clarinet but thats not really happening
yuck!! and i have to make sure that everything on that piece of shit is working.
i really do hate how i sound on plastic but i cant take my wood one out there bcuz it wood get completely destroyed. plus, its not the smartest thing to do.
off to read?!?
wtf..yes...
:````( <---me crying a river...
♥
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| It all comes together way too late... |
[25 Jul 2005|01:38am] |
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and everything
you ever knew,
loved and were
comfortable with
leaves you
just like a
bottle-rocket
ready for take-off
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| I see you or talk about you, and all the love and memories just come back to me... |
[23 Jul 2005|08:52pm] |
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Warped Tour=awesome!!
i absolutely loved it.
got lots of cool shit.
saw lots of awesome bands.
saw lots of people i actually knew!!
got a total of 2 autographs!
[would of had 3 but of some stupid guy holding a sign..yuck!]
went to frisches with alice, cyrus, andy, and eric...
which was very interesting and torturous!!
hahaha we traumatized the waitress.
and the fact that all we could afford were side dishes and dessert didnt help....
"Would anyone like a Big B--"
"NOOOO!!!!!!!"
^^i know..me and alice are sooo polite. hahaha
summer homework isnt coming along very well...but ooohh well. i really am trying!!! :-) hahaha its just the book is sooo fucking long. :-/
my birthday is definately on tuesday!!
so im excited that ill finally be turning 15!!!
:-D
tomorrow=possible birthday dinner
wednesday=band meeting!
friday=hw time with kat!!
sunday=BAND CAMP!!!
hell yess!!
nothing to really update about. because my life isnt very interesting??
uhh duh.
ill update when something actually happens worth updating about...which will probably be after band camp and probably before. haha i know your looking forward to that.
peace out.
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| Maybe that's all family is--just a group of people all missing the same imaginary place |
[21 Jul 2005|01:58am] |
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do you
believe in
the existence
of an untouched
spiderweb?
even the
finest things
cant be touched
the thinnest
most fragile
are out of reach
do you think
you can obtain
the fragile
thin and
white
non-existence
of a
spiderweb?
let's see my summer has been taken over by summer homework. especially Ovid's Metamorphoses. its soo fucking long its ridiculous and it frustrates me because its HORRIBLY boring. i have to finish that and read oz which i hear is horrible too. so im in for a horrible book reading fest.
but i am glad that i dont really have to worry about written assignments until the 29th! hopefully ill have all my reading done by then... :-/
what sucks more is that i havent practiced the clarinet in awhile which im not happy to admit. so my bad if i suck when we get to band camp. haha just dont laugh in front of me!
friday=Warped Tour
itownsmeandyou!!
im super excited to see mae, motion city, hawthorne heights, mcr, fall out boy, etc.
i need to get out of my house!
NOW!
my bday is next tuesday!!!
:-D
3-day weekend is next friday!!!
:-)
i really wanna read HP and the HBP!!!
but of course...i cant...
because of stupid summer homework!!
damnit.
spoon
motion city soundtrack
mae
foo fighters
audioslave
natasha bedingfield
anna nalick
hawthorne heights
fall out boy
frou frou
the postal service
my chemical romance
deafening silence
can kill
the living soul
♥
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| "Maybe thats what family really is--a group of people who miss the same imaginary place" |
[19 Jul 2005|02:12am] |
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Warped Tour=Friday!!
mixed feelings because that means one less week to do summer homework.
but good because i get to go see all the people i loooove. plus, i havent been to a concert in ages!!
shit,
awaiting the 22nd, the 26th, the 29th, and the 31st...
especially awaiting the 29th!
duh.
homeworking will be done.
awesome bearable i guess.
♥ for life.
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| I love you, is that ok? |
[17 Jul 2005|01:38am] |
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lets see what has my summer consisted of since the last time i updated...
i wont write down all the details or anything because that would just bore you to death..or give you unneeded information. haha ;-)
My Summer
>>summer homework. of course. i finally finished history a couple days ago. now off to read latin [such an easy assignment but 392 pages. yuck] then oz. or vice versa. who knows...
>>playing gameboy [super mario land! old school. bitches.] btw, evan we need to do our Nintendo 64//music thing before marching band...if possible. or when you come over after band camp. haha
>>obviously, harry potter and the half-blood prince came out! and my mom said i couldnt get one until i was done with summer homework but i convinced her!! :-) read the 1st chapter...*GASP* i really wanna read more but i cant...:'-( ugh. stupid school.
>>today i went to this dinner party thing my parents and some of the old Aspen Way neighbors [my old street]. it was weird at first but it got better! good thing, too, or i would have killed myself. it wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be. except for hearing "Emily, you've grown up so nicely." over and over again. it was very disturbing but i survived of course! haha
excited for warped tour next friday!!
:-)
happy that im finally turning fifteen!!!!!!!!
:-D
extremely excited for marching band!!!!
:-D x ALOT!!
♥♥♥
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